Mid Life Crisis @ 26

I'm slightly sleep deprived... Did not sleep well last night... Maybe a total of 2 hours... at most?

Terrible dream that I don't really want to remember. Ugh...

I saw my face this morning and couldn't believe how horrible I looked. When you don't rest well it really shows on your face. It seems that all the rest this weekend couldn't help compensate for last night...

When you are tired strange thoughts come to mind. I keep thinking about if onlys again... and it's just extra depressing when you see where you are and where you could have been if only you did something different. Maybe I wouldn't have stayed here and work a crappy reception job for 2 years... and I mean I got promoted, but I still sit at this desk everyday, and now that we have no more receptionist I am back here...

I will be turning 27 this year and it does not feel like my life is going anywhere...

feeling blue~

Going through the motion of life but not really living it...

Can't get this empty feeling to go away and drowning it with material stuff doesn't really work...

28th month together~!

For our monthly celebration we had Italian food at this place I can't recall the name... but the food was very good... especially the appetizers!!

Here's some pictures~

Chicken soup for me

I've been craving chicken noodle soup since I've been sick this weekend so I was happy to see that Lipton Cup-a-Soup was on sale at the Shopper's near me for $0.99 a box. I decided to buy one box and try it out and I really like it. So far this morning I've had 2 packs... which also means I've consumed 56% of my sodium intake for the day... haha.. you win some, you lose some~ it was exactly what I needed.

I'm sooo happi :D

One of my bestest friend just got engaged. I'm ESTATIC!!!!!

Wedding date pending, but will be in 2013!!!

We were randomly browsing through some cute wedding dress style for inspiration, but she's got 2 years, so plenty of time to find the perfect dress (as well as the rest of the wedding planning!!!)

Can hardly wait!!!