Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I feel like...

crying, but there is not a tear left to shed...

Thursday, October 04, 2012

Que Sera, Sera lyrics

This song was on repeat the entire way to work today. Can't stop listening and singing to it (yes, even at work)

Que Sera, Sera - Doris Day

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me.

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love,
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart say.

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be."

Now I have children of my own,
They ask their mother, "What will I be?
Will I be handsome, will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly,

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be.
Que sera, sera!"

Tuesday, October 02, 2012

Getting over it

Do you ever think that you got over something, but then that nasty feelings creeps back unexpectedly? Some times, some things happen, and you simply cannot forget. It might have been better had I left this place and move farther away. Then I don't have to see and deal with them.

I should have just moved away when I was done school.

Monday, October 01, 2012

Wedding Planning is stressful

72 days till the big day, and we are still planning... 

The list from the top of my head....


bouquet = undecided
cake = not yet ordered
cake topped = undecided
centerpiece = undecided
ceremony place = booked and paid
chinese wedding gown = purchased
groom's attire = undecided
guest list = finally done!
invitation = partially printed, not yet mailed or given to guests
makeup artiste = undecided
officiant = undecided
photobooth rental = not yet booked
photographer = found, alas!
shoes = not yet purchased
venue = picked and paid
wedding bands = undecided
wedding favors = ordered but not yet confirmed
wedding gown = rented


ughhh.... and the list goes on... and on...