Married life

brings about more questions...

Question #1: If you can't talk to the one you're married to, who do you talk to?

Feeling a little overwhelmed...

After the proposal, I thought that all will go smoothly... Sigh~

8 days to the wedding.

The clock is ticking, and there is still so much to do... Everything (my fault) was left to last minute... Now, every night I feel overwhelmed... Nothing... is done...

Getting over it

Do you ever think that you got over something, but then that nasty feelings creeps back unexpectedly? Some times, some things happen, and you simply cannot forget. It might have been better had I left this place and move farther away. Then I don't have to see and deal with them.

I should have just moved away when I was done school.

Wedding Planning is stressful

72 days till the big day, and we are still planning... 

The list from the top of my head....

bouquet = undecided

cake = not yet ordered

cake topped = undecided

centerpiece = undecided

ceremony place = booked and paid

chinese wedding gown = purchased

groom's attire = undecided

guest list = finally done!

invitation = partially printed, not yet mailed or given to guests

makeup artiste = undecided

officiant = undecided

photobooth rental = not yet booked

photographer = found, alas!

shoes = not yet purchased

venue = picked and paid

wedding bands = undecided

wedding favors = ordered but not yet confirmed

wedding gown = rented

ughhh.... and the list goes on... and on... 

Drying up at work...

It seems counter-intuitive to have the heater on during the summer times... But when the office temperature is set to 23 degree Celsius it's obvious why. I can't seem to understand how such cold temperature is comfortable. It literally feels like I'm sitting in a fridge... On top of freezing, my contacts are becoming uncomfortable because of the lack of moisture in the air... Having trouble staying hydrated!!

Thanks goodness it is Tuesday, at least I got my weekly meet to look forward to tonight! I wonder what games we'll be playing tonight :)

Mid Life Crisis @ 26

I'm slightly sleep deprived... Did not sleep well last night... Maybe a total of 2 hours... at most?

Terrible dream that I don't really want to remember. Ugh...

I saw my face this morning and couldn't believe how horrible I looked. When you don't rest well it really shows on your face. It seems that all the rest this weekend couldn't help compensate for last night...

When you are tired strange thoughts come to mind. I keep thinking about if onlys again... and it's just extra depressing when you see where you are and where you could have been if only you did something different. Maybe I wouldn't have stayed here and work a crappy reception job for 2 years... and I mean I got promoted, but I still sit at this desk everyday, and now that we have no more receptionist I am back here...

I will be turning 27 this year and it does not feel like my life is going anywhere...

Snow again!

Ugh... I thought spring was on its way... I was wrong! We got snow last night and some more today... :( And today I was almost late for work since there was an accident on Eglinton! Sigh... We got spoiled by 2 weeks of nice weather and now that it snowed again people have to relearn how to drive :|

took this picture while I was stopped at a red light...