its over!

I am abandoning this blog now! mukakkaka! msn is more convenient and has better layout! its just... i have all my mumble jumbo here.... I don't really want to delete it... so I can come back and look... maybe i'll keep this too... but i no i wont update it as often as the other account... oh well.... *hugs* my first blog space i will miss you!

A lil bit more about me...

Some wonderful:
drinks: Chai Mixer, Pina Colada, et Shirley Temple, Mudslide, Soho with white cranberry juice
sweets: vanilla MOCHI, vanilla ice-cream, Ferrero Rocher, white chocolate macadamia cookies
animes: Valley's of the Wind, Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Fushigi Yuugi, Hellsing, Chrno Crusade
cologne/perfum: Tommy Girl,Tommy, Gio, I love Dior, Miracle, Beyond Paradise, Polo Sport

Good places:
to dine: KFC... haha.... Outback Steakhouse (they have yummy stuffed potatoes... *drool*)
to drink: Panoramato drink BBT: BR (except it stinks) you have to try bbt with honey pudding... *mouth-watering* 168 has good fried fishballs
to sing k: Take One
to dance: JetClub (in Montreal)
to go for a walk: Niagara Falls during spring time, the beach downtown
to shoot pool: Captains

*sigh sigh*

Changes

Changes are inevitable, I don't like them, but we all have to live with them. Each year there's something new, something I learned, some flaws I find in myself. Here's a list of stupid facts I had to face lately:
- Love makes a mess out of friendship.
- Lack of time to spend with a friend weakens friendship. Even the ones you thought were strong isn't everlasting...
- Wearing a mask in front of people is hard.
- Feelings are complicated and spontaneous.
- It's hard to forget.

Hmm.. well with the bad stuff, comes the good stuff, I am blessed with many things such as:
- Supportive friends (Twin, Gor, Boo)
- My Boo's love
- The fact that I'm still not dead
- Sunny days
- T&T mochi's
- Family that's always there, and always need me to be there... (actually is that partial curse)
- I'm not failing everything in school

So life isn't so bad.... is it?

Baah Baaa Boo

Day: Sunny
Mood: Drowsy

Wasted an entire day doing nothing. I realized sleeping during the night and the day is different. How does my Boo deal with it? Hopefully in the long-run he will have more normal shifts. I'm sooo tired now, but I feel that I want to do more, not waste my time doing nothing la...

Gramps had his cataract surgery this morning... we were at the hospital for 5 hours... I was soo tired I fell asleep 2 times... I'm such a ju... only had 3.5 hours sleep last night~ what do you expect? =P I was studying with gor and twin twin yesterday, Im surprised how much work we can get done, seems like we'd be doing it again ^_^

I haven't played the piano today! I think I might after I wash my hair... I'll do that now... maybe add another blog to tell u the rest of my day~~ LMAO

Oh yea... I slept from 1ish to 5ish in the afternoon! What a waste of sunlight!

MJ~ and good news~ April 1 - April 10

Mood: pretty darn cheerful
Song: I didn't know I was looking for love till I found you - EBTG
Atmosphere: Sun is setting

Friday - Friday:

Mommy left for Atlanta on April 1st and I've gone MJ-ing for more than 6 nights! I'm soo bad la~~ The past week I've been at Ting Ting's house playing MJ with twin twin and gor and Brian or Hunnie-bun or Jaime or Eric... haha... mostly its with gor and twin la~ I think I got them addicted to MJ ne... its soo fun! I'm finally losing less... and learning to win~ =D soo happy la!

Other than MJ, I've also gone BBT twice in a week... LMAO... We tried to study at BR, but that didn't work out too well since twin twin and hun hun was playing cards... also theres that pretty azn utm girl that works there... Here's a pic of Twin, me and hunnie-bun @ 168 during friday.

There was also some very good news regarding my marks... I think I might be getting my 60sth in psy100... its not bad, considering the fact that I was failing during the first sem... Did so bad during last sem la... I swear that having ur heart broken over and over again really does affect the productivity of a person... I'm happy I have Boo, and I'm happy at how stable the relationship is (despite of all the fights and everything, I know that he loves me.) I'm still failing in ECO200... but I'm going to study my butt off to pull off that 50%, I'm not aiming too high, just enough to pass... Tho I do have hope, since Sharma's class is pretty doomed for the exam (LMAO)

Saturday: It's been more than 3 months since I last hung out with E... finally got to see him... and I'm happy to find out that he is nothing more than a friend to me... I'm happily over him and devote my loving affection to someone who values it more... I still hold some grudge on Eric... But I can't help it. I try to forgive and forget, but I'm still not there yet. Perhaps in time, I will learn to forget...

Sunday: I spent most of my day playing the piano... I'm so happy that I'm picking up something I loved so much... my family isn't too encouraging, said I play like crap... but so far I'm not giving up yet... Thanks twin twin for helping me find the music for some of my favourite songs... rmb when I learn to play that song you have to sing ga =)

Tmrw me and gor and twin twin is going to study @ utm lib, I wonder how that would turn out... =)