Married life

brings about more questions...

Question #1: If you can't talk to the one you're married to, who do you talk to?

Inner Ninja

I've been addicted to this song since I saw the MV. So cute and fun~~ :)

Inner Ninja - Classified

(feat. David Myles)

Ninja? You're a ninja? Get out of here, you're a ninja! Yes, I am a ninja. 

I read the rules before I broke 'em 
I broke the chains before they choked me out 
Now I pay close attention 
Really learn the code 
I learned to read the map before I hit the road 

Hey yo, I know you never heard this before 
But I'd rather lose a fight than miss the war 
And I ain't wishing competition or fishin' for it 
I'm just living in the system, conditions are poor 
I've been lost in the rhythm and misinformed 
Too many late nights hittin' the liquor store 
Too many bad decisions, half assed attempts 
No sweat, no fear, no blood, no tears 
I go hard and I ain't makin' up no excuse 
I'm overdue, I don't do what I'm supposed to do 
Cause you can think about it man, we're supposed to lose 
It ain't all picture perfect, ocean views 
No, I was a first class rookie, 
Takin' out bullies in my all black hoodie 
Man of mystery, you know the history 
Get it or forget it, cause poof, I'm outta here 

I read the rules before I broke 'em 
I broke the chains before they choked me out 
And I pay close attention 
Really learn the code 
I learned to read the map before I hit the road 

Nobody's gonna see me comin' 
Nobody's gonna hear a sound 
No matter how hard they tryin' 
No stoppin' me since I've found 
My inner ninja [x4] 

Hey yo, I've been high and I've been real low 
I've been beaten and broken but I healed though 
So many ups and downs, roughed up & clowned 
We all got problems, but we deal though 
I'm tryin' to do better now, find my inner peace 
Learn my art form, and find my energy 
When my backs on the wall, I don't freeze up 
Nah, I find my inner strength and I re-up 
Here we go, I know I've never been the smartest or wisest 
But I realize what it takes 
Never dwell in the dark cause the sun always rises 
But gotta make it to the next day 
It's a feeling that you get in your lungs when you run 
Like you're runnin' outta air and your breath won't come 
And you (uh) wheezin', gotta keep it movin' 
Find that extra (uhn) and push your way through it 

I've had bad habits but I dropped em 
I've had opponents but I knocked them out 
I climbed the highest mountains 
I Swum the coldest seas 
There ain't a thing I've faced thats been too much for me 

Nobody's gonna see me comin' 
Nobody's gonna hear a sound 
No matter how hard they tryin' 
Nobody's gonna bring me down 

Nobody's gonna see me comin' 
Nobody's gonna hear a sound 
No matter how hard they tryin' 
No stoppin' me since I've found 
My inner ninja [x4] 

I've had bad habits but I dropped em 
I've had opponents but I knocked them out 
I climbed the highest mountains 
I Swum the coldest seas 
There ain't a thing I've faced thats been too much for me

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night
Hold on
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
Me
I know
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I've been talking in my sleep
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
** This song is currently on my repeat~~ Yep all these old songs~ :)

Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train

I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Feeling a little overwhelmed...

After the proposal, I thought that all will go smoothly... Sigh~

8 days to the wedding.

The clock is ticking, and there is still so much to do... Everything (my fault) was left to last minute... Now, every night I feel overwhelmed... Nothing... is done...

Happi~

:) I've got some awesome bridesmaid.

I love you this much~~