Rule # 32 Enjoy the little things

Between Em and MukMuk M, I got plenty of abs workout laughing... :)

Sometimes you just have to enjoy the little things. Spending the evening watching SATC and hanging out with Em was so much fun... =) It was nice to stay home and have some good laughs...

Beauty in simple things~

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really... not even a quick text or short i miss you email...

life is just fabulous~

Memory Lane...

You can choose to remember every fight and bad things that happen... or you can remember all the good and happy times...

I looked at my old blogs and saw some ancient pictures from the past... I always regret things that already happened because I always wish for more present and future. Always wish I can go back in time to make adjustments. But if I did... I wouldn't be the person that I am now. Things wouldn't be the way they are now. And at this moment, I wouldn't give up anything for all that I have gained and what I have now.

There were so many happy memories...

i'm psycho!

So I watched a few more episodes of SATC... and I think Carrie is psycho.... and then I realized I'm psycho!

Isn't there medication for problems like this? I should know. I took psychology. Perhaps if I wasn't so busy being challenged and psychotic I'd remember a few things...

I need to see a specialist about my problems!

Just another beautiful song...

Perfect - Hedley

Falling thousand miles per second
You still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over
I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence take a lot to realize
It is worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality

Making every kind of silence takes a lot to realize
It is worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lie
As long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality

When you're caught in a lie
And you got nothing to hide
When you've got no where to run
And got nothing inside

It tears right through me
You thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality

I'm not perfect but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely
So please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality...

Note: I had to type this song line by line because the copy and paste function won't work for me... but it is just sooo beautiful so I HAD to share it... it feels awesome to sing it loudly while driving.... :) Just lovely~

Haunted by ghosts...

Just watched an episode of SATC called Ghost Town... and it applied to me.... ghost from the past is haunting me... I could not sleep... 3 am... I should be sound asleep... But I'm not... What's wrong with me?

2010 = lots of unexpected...

Wow! I can`t believe I`ve done so many things that I never thought I would do in the beginning of 2010... It`s only April and I have...

- gone rollerblading!

- learned to change and rotate car tires.... in fact I`ve learned more about cars than I ever thought I would... let`s hope I remember them...

- become parent to 2 wonderful chinnies!

- gone snowboarding TWICE!

- gone on my first business trip

- built my own computer

Renewed love for makeup!

Another sleepless night and wet pillow. *bleh* my eyes are swollen with a big bag under each eye... Thankfully someone invented concealers!

After 30 minutes of eye cream + concealer + foundation + eye shadow + whatever makeup to cover up the mess on my face from the previous night... I look refreshed and awake!

:) To do this it really helps to have a gazillion choices (thanks for my makeup shopping spree!) I can attempt any look that I want... My fave isl the extremely easy to apply cream eyeshadow palette from Lise Watier... theres 6 colours that you can easily blend to make new shades! I find that the golden colour realy helps brighten my eyes! Add a dab of copper colour and i can easily match my outfit! another must have is the Clinique eye concealer + eye cream! Really helps reduce the look of my puffs! oooh another thing I learner is that it doesn't hurt to define those brows a bit, since it bring more attention to them and away from the dark circles... :)

Something new

Until very recently I have not used blushes... I am too afraid of over-applying it and end up looking like a monkey's butt... But then recently I got more into makeup and I decide to give it a try.... and now I love it! It gives colour since i always feel that foundation 'flatten' my face and makes me lose my 'natural' blush... We all want rosy cheeks and now I'm learning how to create them... at will! :D

Loveeeeee my makeup!!! *reapplies makeup...* (jk) :D

Random rants~~

I finished season 2 of Sex and the City and last night over a few glass of brown cow re-watched the movie... It was quite an eye opener to the problem women these days are facing, problems that I am experiencing....

The inexplicable urge to "get married."

With each passing birthday, friend's engagement, and soon (and I'm afraid to say this but...) baby showers... I feel like I'm getting older and that time is quickly slipping away... The overwhelming urge to get out of the single phase and start the next chapter of my life is suffocating... I feel that 25 is old... I mean I only have about 2/3 of my life left, I need to start NOW.... right?

I hate how women are conditioned to think that way, that we have to get married while we are young, young young! Why are we the ones begging for commitment? Are we the only ones in the relationship seeking for a happily ever after? But where is the guaranty that marriage will bring everlasting happiness? Can we still use forever in this day and age?