Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night
Hold on
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
Me
I know
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I've been talking in my sleep
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
** This song is currently on my repeat~~ Yep all these old songs~ :)

Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train

I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Feeling a little overwhelmed...

After the proposal, I thought that all will go smoothly... Sigh~

8 days to the wedding.

The clock is ticking, and there is still so much to do... Everything (my fault) was left to last minute... Now, every night I feel overwhelmed... Nothing... is done...

Happi~

:) I've got some awesome bridesmaid.

I love you this much~~

I feel like...

crying, but there is not a tear left to shed...

Que Sera, Sera lyrics

This song was on repeat the entire way to work today. Can't stop listening and singing to it (yes, even at work)

Que Sera, Sera - Doris Day

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me.

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see,
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love,
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart say.

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be."

Now I have children of my own,
They ask their mother, "What will I be?
Will I be handsome, will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly,

"Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be.
Que sera, sera!"

Getting over it

Do you ever think that you got over something, but then that nasty feelings creeps back unexpectedly? Some times, some things happen, and you simply cannot forget. It might have been better had I left this place and move farther away. Then I don't have to see and deal with them.

I should have just moved away when I was done school.

Wedding Planning is stressful

72 days till the big day, and we are still planning... 

The list from the top of my head....

bouquet = undecided

cake = not yet ordered

cake topped = undecided

centerpiece = undecided

ceremony place = booked and paid

chinese wedding gown = purchased

groom's attire = undecided

guest list = finally done!

invitation = partially printed, not yet mailed or given to guests

makeup artiste = undecided

officiant = undecided

photobooth rental = not yet booked

photographer = found, alas!

shoes = not yet purchased

venue = picked and paid

wedding bands = undecided

wedding favors = ordered but not yet confirmed

wedding gown = rented

ughhh.... and the list goes on... and on... 

Another new blog~~

Am I addicted to blogging? It's really an on and off affair. I keep changing and some of the things I wanted to share are extremely random. So I thought instead of having them on my personal blog or my makeup blog, I created this:

Everything Cutesy

It will be random pictures of the thing I find cute/pretty/yummy that I'd like to share. :) Please check it out and provide feedback! (it'd be much appreciated!) Also, please subscribe if it floats your boat~ Thanks~

Woofstock - Summer 2012

Better late than never, I took these on the 10th and finally had the time to crop, resize and upload. Enjoy ;) [Picture heavy post]

Pink booties and jean jacket~

Long haired chihuahuas?

"This spot is mine!"

"Greetings"

Fun-filled weekend~~

It's been a while since I've had such a busy but fun weekend~~

I had a little time to myself Saturday morning and afternoon, then in the evening we ran a few errands and head over to a friend's house warming party (our first). Hung out with some old friends and made a few new ones~ Here's some pictures :)

I made every do a 'FOB' pose :)

Our gracious hostess and her new tool =D

Drunk Janga

Another awesome hostess, Pursey (not sure if I spelt her name right...) This kitty is ubber cute, especially when she is drinking water or wants a tummy rub

Bromance :)

Sunday was also packed. We went trampolining for Mel's birthday, then head over to Boston Pizza for lunch. Went home, napped, then dinner and spent some time with the family :) Trampolining was very tiring, but I think we might go again... 

Pictures on the way :)

Consumed by D3

I don't go out anymore now that Diablo 3 is out O.o well I don't go out with Em anymore because he super glued himself to the chair + mouse + keyboard...

One of the many widows caused by D3...

Oh... and I'm finally level 42 ^_^

Finally some time for me~

Looking forward to the next few nights... There are so many things I wanted to do that I couldn't for a while now... Anyways~~ some ME time. :D

Me... after a nice stroll around the neighborhood

Random May update

It's been a long while since I have done a post here... So just wanted to share some random pictures taken recently :) Enjoy~

 This duck has accompanied me since I got the car :) It doesn't smell good anymore but it's still nice company during rush hours~

 My cousin's Dusty~~

 Cali's head looks sooo big!

 The next few pictures are from a Sunday walk... It's funny how we drive by them all the time but fail to see it... I showed them to my fiance and he was surprised~

 A new Cheung :) Meet Tin Tin~

Lonely?

Coyote Starrk - Bleach character that has a very intriguing past. He feared loneliness so much, he decided to split himself into two... now that's a concept. If I attempted that I'd either be 1) dead but in two pieces or 2) have a personality disorder and then get locked up in an institute... *sigh*

It's a gorgeous day out today but it's raining on the inside for me... I think I caught Marvin's depression.

I am currently reading the Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy and really loving it. Maybe I should post some of my fave excerpts :) Ahh... Marvin~ lols~

*sigh*

The day started with rain. I should have known better.

They forgot about breakfast today. If it was for him, they would never forget...

Every so often, I wonder why I was ever kept alive... why didn't they just have an abortion when they realize I was a girl?

Food post for March

Already armed with food pictures for the month of March :)

I started eating calamari after Em and I started dating, and I've been hooked since

Can never have too much Wakame salad

Sushi rolls!!

fresh sashimi! The scallops were soooo sweet~~

Stuffed mushroom

Papa burger combo for $9.99 with coupon XD

delicious fruit platter made by Melissa :)

Kalbossa + cheery tomatoes

Jenny gave me this delicious treat her hubby sent her from Germany! shared this with em ^_^

Pictures from Auto Show 2012: The Next Dimension

Toronto Auto Show 2012 @ Metro Toronto Convention Centre

 The GTR was the first car I took a picture of this time :)

There are too many pictures, so just inserting a page break here, if you are interested in seeing more picture, just :

About my phone...

Post started in Nov 2011, posted in Feb 2012

On my way to work one day, I flirted with the idea that it might be time for a new phone... then I realized, I am perfectly happy with my N8.

The reasons why I fell in love with it are as follow:

• I adore all the Nokia phones I've had because they were durable, had great reception and I loved the OS (I've previously owned phones from Sony Ericson, Motorola, Audiovox and Samsung and did not like any of the OS)
• The 12MP camera is amazing, and the quality of the photos are excellent, it can take better macro pictures than any other phones (very important for me!)
• FM transmitter is ubber handy for road trips! However due to the weak signals, other cars or building can cause interference. This problem was mostly fixed since my phone had been debranded and is currently running Symbian Belle.
• It's a Nokia :)

Reason why I am considering considered to switching:

• Slow updates, there are kinks with the phone since it came out over a year ago... but that might be normal with most phones...
• Currently, the only reason why I would change my phone is if the N8 died and wouldn't turn on. I have no complaints about it except for me missing the old date/time layout, but it is not enough for me to question my devotion for this phone

Peng attack!

Hello! Just wanted to introduce you to... Noba, Linus, Pepper Quin, Emmie and Ellie :)

These were some of the new addition to the family over the holidays however I didn't get a chance to do the intro, so this is it :) Noba is a character from Bleach and he is my loyal servant who brings me my snacks and tea. Linus got his name from the Snoopy character Linus van Pelt because he is permanently wrapped in his blanket~ Pepper Quin is a gentle peng who got her name from Al :)~ Emmie and Ellie are known as Owl-pengs or as of late, Jerk-pengs because they have been mean to Em... What was their crime? rubbing their feet on Em when he is playing computer games... haha!

Thanks for reading~~ :)

Mini Crisis with makeup budget~

Hello~

I have a mini crisis with makeup post on my MU blog... Check it out here:
http://makeup-for-fun.blogspot.com/2012/02/help.html

AND vote on the poll left of that... thanks! XD

MH

Day to myself~

Sometimes being a part of a couple, some people lose themselves.

Every Saturday I get part of the afternoon to myself. It feels so nice to get to know myself, to do things at my own speed without having to fusa over things about my other half.

Have you taken a day off lately, just to get in touch with yourself?