its over!

I am abandoning this blog now! mukakkaka! msn is more convenient and has better layout! its just... i have all my mumble jumbo here.... I don't really want to delete it... so I can come back and look... maybe i'll keep this too... but i no i wont update it as often as the other account... oh well.... *hugs* my first blog space i will miss you!

A lil bit more about me...

Some wonderful:
drinks: Chai Mixer, Pina Colada, et Shirley Temple, Mudslide, Soho with white cranberry juice
sweets: vanilla MOCHI, vanilla ice-cream, Ferrero Rocher, white chocolate macadamia cookies
animes: Valley's of the Wind, Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Fushigi Yuugi, Hellsing, Chrno Crusade
cologne/perfum: Tommy Girl,Tommy, Gio, I love Dior, Miracle, Beyond Paradise, Polo Sport

Good places:
to dine: KFC... haha.... Outback Steakhouse (they have yummy stuffed potatoes... *drool*)
to drink: Panoramato drink BBT: BR (except it stinks) you have to try bbt with honey pudding... *mouth-watering* 168 has good fried fishballs
to sing k: Take One
to dance: JetClub (in Montreal)
to go for a walk: Niagara Falls during spring time, the beach downtown
to shoot pool: Captains

*sigh sigh*

Changes

Changes are inevitable, I don't like them, but we all have to live with them. Each year there's something new, something I learned, some flaws I find in myself. Here's a list of stupid facts I had to face lately:
- Love makes a mess out of friendship.
- Lack of time to spend with a friend weakens friendship. Even the ones you thought were strong isn't everlasting...
- Wearing a mask in front of people is hard.
- Feelings are complicated and spontaneous.
- It's hard to forget.

Hmm.. well with the bad stuff, comes the good stuff, I am blessed with many things such as:
- Supportive friends (Twin, Gor, Boo)
- My Boo's love
- The fact that I'm still not dead
- Sunny days
- T&T mochi's
- Family that's always there, and always need me to be there... (actually is that partial curse)
- I'm not failing everything in school

So life isn't so bad.... is it?

Baah Baaa Boo

Day: Sunny
Mood: Drowsy

Wasted an entire day doing nothing. I realized sleeping during the night and the day is different. How does my Boo deal with it? Hopefully in the long-run he will have more normal shifts. I'm sooo tired now, but I feel that I want to do more, not waste my time doing nothing la...

Gramps had his cataract surgery this morning... we were at the hospital for 5 hours... I was soo tired I fell asleep 2 times... I'm such a ju... only had 3.5 hours sleep last night~ what do you expect? =P I was studying with gor and twin twin yesterday, Im surprised how much work we can get done, seems like we'd be doing it again ^_^

I haven't played the piano today! I think I might after I wash my hair... I'll do that now... maybe add another blog to tell u the rest of my day~~ LMAO

Oh yea... I slept from 1ish to 5ish in the afternoon! What a waste of sunlight!

MJ~ and good news~ April 1 - April 10

Mood: pretty darn cheerful
Song: I didn't know I was looking for love till I found you - EBTG
Atmosphere: Sun is setting

Friday - Friday:

Mommy left for Atlanta on April 1st and I've gone MJ-ing for more than 6 nights! I'm soo bad la~~ The past week I've been at Ting Ting's house playing MJ with twin twin and gor and Brian or Hunnie-bun or Jaime or Eric... haha... mostly its with gor and twin la~ I think I got them addicted to MJ ne... its soo fun! I'm finally losing less... and learning to win~ =D soo happy la!

Other than MJ, I've also gone BBT twice in a week... LMAO... We tried to study at BR, but that didn't work out too well since twin twin and hun hun was playing cards... also theres that pretty azn utm girl that works there... Here's a pic of Twin, me and hunnie-bun @ 168 during friday.

There was also some very good news regarding my marks... I think I might be getting my 60sth in psy100... its not bad, considering the fact that I was failing during the first sem... Did so bad during last sem la... I swear that having ur heart broken over and over again really does affect the productivity of a person... I'm happy I have Boo, and I'm happy at how stable the relationship is (despite of all the fights and everything, I know that he loves me.) I'm still failing in ECO200... but I'm going to study my butt off to pull off that 50%, I'm not aiming too high, just enough to pass... Tho I do have hope, since Sharma's class is pretty doomed for the exam (LMAO)

Saturday: It's been more than 3 months since I last hung out with E... finally got to see him... and I'm happy to find out that he is nothing more than a friend to me... I'm happily over him and devote my loving affection to someone who values it more... I still hold some grudge on Eric... But I can't help it. I try to forgive and forget, but I'm still not there yet. Perhaps in time, I will learn to forget...

Sunday: I spent most of my day playing the piano... I'm so happy that I'm picking up something I loved so much... my family isn't too encouraging, said I play like crap... but so far I'm not giving up yet... Thanks twin twin for helping me find the music for some of my favourite songs... rmb when I learn to play that song you have to sing ga =)

Tmrw me and gor and twin twin is going to study @ utm lib, I wonder how that would turn out... =)

Stuck home...

Mood: foul
Scent: bbt
Tongue: yellowish-green

I've studied all day, for maybe a total of 8 hours? From 9am to 10pm (with a few phone breaks in btwn) and it still wasn't enough to pleased my mom...

*sigh* nothing too cheery except for talking on the phone with Boo and my hun-hun... Oh and the cherry was when we went to bbt w/ twin twin =D, hun hun =D, gor =D and fay jai =D too bad now I have a big tummyache T_T Going to sleep now~

Note: No good deeds go unpunished... whats the point of doing good deeds?

Movies, MJ, Dinner, MJ, Movies

I woke up early to work on my essay... but it ended up as usual... it took me about an hour to eat breakfast w/ mom and gramps... then I went upstairs and turned on my laptop... thats when I started being lazy... *sigh* I found out I analyzed the wrong poem and I had to quickly change it... into something short and easy! "La fontaine de Sang." I'm actually glad that I had to change, cuz it was actually very good poetry~ Baudelaire definately has a very dark style to his poems... but I like! If I have time I might go through all his poems, and print them offline! haha... Anyways I ended up chatting until I had to go out... yea shame on me~~

I was worried, cuz my twin was sick so I called him, it sounded like he couldn't even get out of bed. Me and Fay Jai was thinking about bringing some food over and see how he was doing, but we thought its better he rest, since we dont want him to roll down the stairs to greet us. We had to rearrange the plan, then went over to gor's place. We went out, but it just wasn't the same, I didn't really feel like in the mood to play MJ, so instead we watched Battle Royale... (aka BR, aka Bubble Republic... haha... jk) It was such a bloody movie... but once again, I cried... *sigh* I swear i'm wierd, I cry at least once in every horror movie... CRYBABY! haha...

Finally around 3ish my twin twin came over! yea yea!! I msned a bit with Boo when he was at his friends house... which ended when I got a lil pissed at him... *sigh* I always fat pay hay to my love... *muah* I still lub u! ;) And the MJ Royale began... LMAO... The Stu twin was losing at first, but around the West round we won about 400 chips! ya ya! Brian treated the Stu twin to mango shake during dinner, and Kenny treated Garrett to dinner! It was fun fun! After we went back to Gor's place and played some more MJ, We watched Mulan 2, and Phones and a lil bit of Suicide Circles... soooo BLOODY! Phones was soo mo liu -_- Perhaps its cuz of that movie I was feelign sleepy around 11ish... hehe... At the end the Stu twin lost 200 chips to ar Gor, and my twin twin treated ah Gor to BBT... aww! well losing to ar gor isn't so bad ;) @ 1am, Ting Ting dropped me off home... And I talked to Boo for a short time before going to sleep.... *hugs* what a way to end the night ;)

=D Nicey Day~

This morning I "kwen" my twin twin and gor gor to go to class with me! However, we ended up playing hacky-sack with Rose, taking 100+ pix and one long movie clip! It was fun fun, however I tripped and fell... Now, my knee is bruised and my butt is sore... *sigh* It was interesting how I pked tho! =D

After picking up fay jai and hunnie, we shopped @ pmall for about 1.5 hours before we had to pick up +1... He is soooo bad with location lor... How can you live in an area for 10+ years and not know the area well? Anyways, eventually we got to Shogun... I don't know if I spelt it right... But I tried! They sucked so much! Never gave me my THIRD round of wakame salad! *sigh*

(top left to right) Hunnie and I. Then its Ivy and the wicked ice cream bowls... (count the bowls... hehe) Simon, Twin, +1, Ivy And Billy-jai...

Here's a family pic of the "Family" and our maid. (left to right) Me, "ar sam", "die low" and "ar say"

The entertainment after dinner was 2 hours pool~ I loved it~ =) the Stu twins record would have been flawless... if ting ting didn't shoot the white ball in! =P

Voila the infamous stu twin! =D

Feb 25 - Mar 5 <-- my magical week...

25: Went to class, then twin picked me and fay jai up to eat breakfast @ Hollywood Cafe. After we went to square one to buy some candies, then we picked up Boo from the airport. I was so nervous about finally seeing my Boo. When we meet we were kinda shy and I felt slightly awkward. It's been 4 years and half la, so yeah... we sat in the back on our ride to pick up +1 from his house. We went to mop around Pmall, and it wasn't such a great exp, since the guys basically just followed me around but didn't go into the shops... However, I was already so comfortable with Boo that I already started hitting him and bumping into him... haha... we went to shot pool and my twin and I teamed up on Brian and Boo. They Lost 5 - 0... My twin and I are so lucky lor, and I actually got lots of ball in ^-^... The day ended off with dinner at this pretty crappy sushi place ( what a bad experience for Boo...) after we went back to my place and watche da stupid Thai movie...

26: This morning, finally had some time alone with my boo, although I can't remember what we did... was it movies? or just chatting? hehe... but later in the day we hung out with Twin and fay jai and +1 again. So we still didn't get out day alone yet. Today was fun nevertherless, althought it was mainly MJ and BBT @ night. Also, I finally got to meet Sean, what a funny guy. After BBT, the guys came over to my house and Ting Ting wore my HNM (home of no men) uniform and we got some funny pics. Then all of a sudden my cousin Alex rushed into the room... I think he is tramatized for life... haha... Actually my aunt and cousins just arrived from Atlanta this afternoon. I was glad my Boo got to meet most of my relatives.

Look at the MANY goofs @ 168... I swear we were so silly~ =) It's fun tho~

27: We went to Niagara Falls. Took a nice long walk, got something to nibble on at Rainforest Cafe and gambled a little. It was fun, I haven't been back there for almost two years. I forgot how beautiful the double rainbow was! And how much fun it was with that special someone. Went drove home after Niagara, and went to rent Van Helsing... But that night we didn't end up watching that movie. We ended off watching the MJ movie with Andy Lau, Louis Koo, and Gigi Leung...

He's such a goof! It was kinda cute, I was tempted to push him over~~ JK JK~ *hugs*

28: Can't really recall what happened... Besides dragging Boo to school early in the morning... I made instant noodle and dumplings for boohead... =D

1: Boohead went to school with me again and also went into my ECO200 lectures as well as my PSY100... We had Tim Hortons as lunch... kinda funny, he ordered my soup and hot chocolate and I ordered his soup and coffee with creme and sugar... Its the cutest ever... We then went to psych~ Can't believe it, boohead actually let me have time to do my ridiculous lab~ wah~ I didnt want to tho, wanted to spend more time with him...

2: Boo was in French today, LMAO... He was just listening to music in class... French was boring, but it was fun having him to poke at when I was bored... He should come to French more often... Later at night we hung out with Brian and Sandy, we went to BR and also played MJ @ Brian's place... This night I also upset my Boo, so sorry, I'm slow and not always senstive =(

3: Boo and I went to Pmall alone today. He got us lots of stuff, like the pictures, the bottle with the pictures... our Rings... ^-^ and he also got me 3 pair of earrings! wahh` my boo ho jang lor... =D he's my LGJ~ *muah* *muah*

Dans quelques bouteilles il y a des Djinns, et dans autres il y a de l'amour~

4: Went shopping at Square One alone with Boo, then went home and went to shoot pool @ Captains then treated the Brian's to Sushi Dinner... wahh~~ So sad when we were driving Boohead to the airport =( I didn't cry till I was back in the car... good thing was that we got to take some pics together before he left la... but still, so mo mood lor... Then went to pick up my hun hun and we went to play MJ... Soo mo mood.... Missed my boohead...

Some of the things my boo and I did but I forgot which days they were:
- finally got to watch Van Helsing
- drank Bailey with boohead
- took pics at home

5: Hot pot day! We went to Kenny's house and troubled him for the night! haha~ I brought along Brian and Rose... I hope they had fun~ I know I was bad, I stayed in the cpu room to talk to Alex... soo bad~ haha... I'm sure they'd understand~ =D Kenny was soo busy playing host... he tried to get everyone drunk, but he himself got red sooo quickly! We played MJ! soo fun ^_^ soo addicted to it!

Everyone's who went to hotpot! (Kenny is holding onto the camera, me think)

G l o o m y

KAWAII!! this BB is too loveable la~ I fell for it just like that! and my twin got me it! aww~~ soo sweetie!! *hugs* *hugs* u the best la! Now Gloomy is happily hanging on my lamp... ALONE... gay special? (if you've been in my room you'd know that I use to hang a lot of other things on the lamp~ so Gloomy on his own is VERY special na!) I'm determined to get more Gloomy when I am in HK and no one will stop me! Even my twin agrees its a good idea ne ;)

Today we also decided that when we go to HK i have permission to drag him to Canton... I will show him how fun China can be! At least its not as dirty as it was 10 years back la! Hope my twin will learn to accept it ne... In fact I wish people wouldn't think so negatively about China. It's still developing, with a large population, give it time and it will become better (not as good as hk, but close enough)

I want to dye my hair again~ I swear its addictive... and I want it brighter... damn damn~ if only I had more money (looks at this years red pocket...) too bad! I'm saving for hk~ mukakkaaka

Mishy with too much time on her hands...

When you are bored and you have too many cell phone accessories this is what happens...

The doggie and the kitty are sooooo cute~ I think the color just go so well together, don't you?? *sigh* I need to get silver hoops to wear them since i lost the hoops in the pictures... T_T sooo sad...

Lab partner!

What a way to start my morning... It snowed yesterday (and it was beautiful while it lasted) but that meant I had to shovel the snow before I can get my car out of the driveway. Grrr everyone was just soo grumpy, I was soo grumpy... Thank goodness for some cheering up from Ting Ting... saw this movie and also a Taiwanese version of "Punk'd" ... Jordan Chan has such a temper... haha! it was halarious... =) Thanks my twin =D

After the movies I rushed to school for my psyche lab... there I made acquaintance with Lucy, Mag and Priyanka... Lucy is such a sweet girl! and she's in my French class too! =) she also became my lab partner, while the two other girl became our white "mice"... in exchange we are theirs... haha.... what a tradeoff eh? ooh well fun fun ^.^ I'm looking forward to doing this lab since it means I get to meet more people, I feel very happy today despite of the crappy morning =)

Relationships!~ Who needs them?

Every single time the topic about "relationship" comes up I get so depressed... I guess it's due to my failure in all of them... There were many happy memories in each, yet each breakup shatters my heart... How come everytime I play with fire I get burned? I thought that it was human instinct to learn from their mistakes... normal people just don't repeat them... We are suppose to grow up... but why do I feel like I'm still 16, and forever stuck at that age... I can see others relationship so well, I know how to critisize or sometimes provide helpful suggestions, I know how men and women mind differ from each other... but knowing is differen't from accepting... I want to grow up, yet I already am... I'm no longer a teenager, yet I'm not an adult. *sigh* I'm talking about jibberish again... My mind needs to be on other things... let's say hwk?

Jan week 18th - 21st

Tues: Skipped psych to go watch movies at Ting Ting's house... HAHA... Then I went to George Brown... to bother more ppl... It waas boring... and the room was soo cold... all I did in class was sleep and eat... what a pig eh? I'm trying desperately to gain weight...

Wed: Went to school... came home... then called up Ting Ting... and we went to buy grocery... after I was dropped off at home with Cube... and I bumbed around home until 4 when he picked me up again... we went to sq1 to meet up with +1... hahaa... damn that +1... he's sooo tall...anyways... here's some pics of the guy... haha... Ting Ting looks soo 8 in the last pic... haha...

can you guess which one of these bowls is mine? haha... at the angle i took the picture at... they look like they are the same size... but its actually 3 diff size... large, medium and small... haha...

Thurs: Ting Ting picked me up at school again... and we watched movies again... The Eye 2 isn't scary at all... In fact both of them aren't scary... I cried in both... but especially in the first one... Im such a freak... crying in horror films...

Fri: Guess what happened today? Yeps... I went to Ting Ting's house again... and watched movies... haha... we watch about 2 movies each day... omg... we have so much time on our hands... Today we watch some chinese comedy and Troy.... wah... Brad Pitt... *drools* that guy has such a fyne butt... oops... did I say that out loud? haha... anyways... after the movies we dropped by Mc D and have a Filet-o-Fishy... it was soo yummy... my fave! =D We took pics of our lunch... but its still on his phone T_T I have to learn how to use infared so i can upload those pics... I need to get myself a nicer phone... Have to wait till I come back from hk la... I have my eyes on this Samsung slider, which I later found out my hun hun (San) got it... oooh well... maybe I start looking for another one~ =) Later that night I went out with my hun, her bf Em, Rich, Kev, Carmen, Collin, Brucey for BBT... haha... I also bumped into Ting Ting and Mr Choi... whom I hung out with in the later half of the night... =)

Spring Rolls

Monday is workout day~ And today I had two people accompanying me! Kay ( my love, my darling) and Eric... hehe... After workout, I ate lunch with Kay while Eric checked out the girls in the cafe... When Kay was done she left for class... leaving me with the gum yu dude... haha... we ate lunch again at Spring Rolls... I also took some pics ^^

The following is a picture of my green tea (isn't that such a cute cup? its like a triangular shape with round edges)... the specialty platter thingy at Spring Rolls (it has my favourite 'sexy summer salad roll' in it.. *drools) , the "mini-me" shrimp rolls (tiny, but very yummy) and then there is Eric... no he isn't some food... no i didn't take a bite out of him... (i mean we just finished working out... and he's all sweaty and stuf... ewww... ahha maybe next time )

Me and Eric also walked around Eaton Centre today... It's fun.. It's new... It's the first time I hung out with Eric since I've meet him... quite interesting... =) he's tall... a wonderful candide as a wall for such windy day~ jk jk =) Thanks Eric for keeping me warm today... ^^

Jan week 10th - 16th

~~~~~~~~~~~~Ting Ting's pic -------------------------- My pic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Some people are sooo lucky!~ My friend just got a new cpu (its about 5 days old.... I think) anyways... those are pics... we used the same cam... except he didn't use flash... and he choose such boring angle to take a picture... I think mines better.... haha jk jk.... but what do you think? His cpu is soooo cool! the cpu include mon and cpu and is also a tv!~ omg!~ I love Sony products! they are just soooo coool.... he also got it for a very decent price... that lucky bumb.... first its the car... now its a new cpu... ooh and also the dvd player.... grr...

Those pics are actually taking on Jan 13th... but being the lazy bumb... I didn't have time to resize and upload online until now... here's another cool picture of something in his room... what do u think it is?? I used the negative art function here to give it the nice blueness... haha... I need a life...

Ting Ting finished the rest of the kittie project last week... the two on the side were the lastest ones... he said it took him about an hour each... and the one in the middle (the first one made) took about 2 hours... haha...

There wasn't anything new this week... except for this wallet... well... I kinda borrowed it... therefore... its mine... for now ^^ guess which one I'm using now~

Slippery Day~

What a day! As I opened the door, and I took my first step and... i fell my way down the stairs... Sexy~ my bumb is now bruised... haha and my left arm is sore and in soo much pain... ooh well... stuff happens ^^ I'm accident prone! haha... something about me is just sooo clumsy~ ooh well~ ^__^ At least I got to hang out with Bee at his rez... and then after with Tony =) We had a nice long chat... tho for him... he felt awkward... I guess I'm a scary person to hang out with~ haha... So need to work on my social skills... I'm getting bad at it... Need to hang out with him again and make things good again!~

I want to go down town again... I did last night and I got lost... but I think by getting lost a few more times I will know my way around! =) I need to have a better sense of directions, can't keep depending on others! in a way~ I have so much free time... but in a way... I don't~ Theres just sooo much to do... like my psy hwk T_T Anyways~ no more chatting for now~ i'm dead tired.... going to feed the pigs~ haha...

I hate ROSI

Depressing day to begin with... however ended with a more cheerful mood~

Bee delivered bad news to me... which totally ruined my morning... *sniffles* I can't wait till school starts to fix up this mess... I hope what Rosi told me is wrong... *Mish kneels and pray* Well... at least someone cared enough about me to try to cheer me up!~ Ting Ting bought me out to pmall and we shopped around... sooooooo fun! Made me forget all about my miserable state earlier~~! Thanks... what a good student~ kaka... We went to eat sushi and we discovered this totally delicious roll, the avocado mango roll...

*drools* my mouth is watering just looking at the picture... the mango taste was complemented with the avocado made it totally yummylicious! aww =) we also had the mochi... wahhhhhh... as soon as the plate landed on the table i attacked it... none survived... therefore no pictures.... gomen!~

After dinner we went home... and watched Mr Vampire... haha while my wonderful student helped me made this... isn't it sooooooooooooooooooooooooo kawaii? haha... thanks Ting Ting~` now start on the second project =P